This is continuing from the last blog.
So, he is not my type and too too young for me although, he is well-mannered beautiful typical English gentleman. I would be just a funny lady to him. And actually, he has a girlfriend. He talks about her in the conversation between us.
I know that the English man wants to practice his speaking. So, I speak more properly and politely than usual. Carefully chose appropriate words for his education. This lesson is held monthly for one hour at lunchtime.
In conclusion, I can eat lunch at the beautiful view. And the English man can train his speaking. We have nothing more than this.
Now to get back on track,
Suddenly, one day his attitude towards me returned to normal. He says hello to me as usual. So, what was that? I have no idea. Why he had to ignore me? I am confused.
I love his sweet eyes and gorgeous beard. He is my type, but he would have a partner in his country. I will not have a relationship with the man who has a girlfriend. Besides, he may leave Japan when his work condition ends in Japan. It means the relationship could end at the same time. It is not affordable to take such a painful result.
Not only these things, I have been searching for my future husband. I used to prioritise my career first, but finally finally, I may follow the man I trust. I am not sure yet though.
As a result, I am fine even if he wants to ignore me. I will find somebody else who can love me, and also who can remain in Japan for me or take me to another country with him.
