Sadly, I returned to Tokyo on 2nd October 2012. The relief was that one trustable friend Y gave me space and bed in her flat. In those days, she lived in Tokyo where is near to Denenchofu. She engaged me with no deal, none of the negotiations. The initial plan of after getting off the plane it was only one week stay in her flat though, she has a big heart, allowed me to stay until I get a job to survive anyway. I have my parent's house in Japan, but a fortuneteller said that my life gets worse if you go back to parent's house. So that, I made the decision to get a job to survive in Tokyo or Yokohama.
In this surviving period, almost every night about midnight before bedtime, we had a cup of coffee. In that jeopardy time, it was one most unwind situation and saved my damaged heart.
One of the nice local Scottish friends gave me Tunnock's tea cakes to say good-bye before leaving the UK in a few days. It dragged my sentimentalism, but the cake was sweet and lovely. I love this cake.
The friend Y and I ate all the cake.
Despite I had no job, no income anything, my friend Y gave me often Japanese nice sweets. What I did was cooking and cleaning in her flat. I appreciated her generosity deeply. I won't forget her kindness forever. And I do not want to return to such chaotic one month.
Thank you, Y from my heart.